a drop of blood and lots of stories

i found my self asking this question lots of times.....i go crazy thinking about this

i miss my family,my name is Faith,my mom had to be on drugs to give me this name,i of all people on the world,i was born half dead,i had a sad childhood,my dad died in a car crash in front of me,my mom killed herself when i was nine,so why the hell my name is faith????anyway i became a vampire because i spent lots of time in cemetery,and i met a cute boy named Terry,he was so beautiful,so nice,one day he tolde me he had a secret and i said,"let me guess you are dead and you are a vampire",he looked so horrified by my words hat he started to say i am so sorry before i could say that it was ok,i wanted that,to join him,after i calmed him down he explain to me that the vampire tales that i was told were lies,vampires can take a bath in holly water,no problem with crosses and they can be reflected in mirrors,the only thingh they couldn't stand was garlic,and sunlight,i lost my life that night,or at least i think i lost it,to be honest i am in a better place now,he drain me th

i love a black thorned  Rose i love the way she hurts me she makes me bleed she is real my Black Dark Rose

I was born in 1750,in France in a château my mom was Madeline du Lioncurt,first wife of French Marquis of d'Auvergne ,she died giving birth to me,my father sent me to italy until 1754 in my fourth birthday he called me to meet his new wife,Gabriella,a beautiful woman,bohemian but inteligent,she knew many things,i didn't like her,and it was mutual. she had four girls,named them;Kiarah,Isabella and Paola and then she had one boy,named him Antoine,afterwords she did not want to have more babies,but my father demand a new son,she had two,Bernard and Isadora,Isadora was strong,survived,but not Bernard,he was fragile,died with six months old,in his sleep,then she had Lestat,it was the year of 1760,i was ten years old,and my sisters Kiarah and Isabella that had sixteen years old got married with François de Lion and and Pierre du Pontiac,they went to live to Lion and Paola choose to dedicate her life to God and join the Sacred Heart sisterhood.it was the year of 1770 i was twenty year